A silent need, unspoken even to myself, fills my thoughts as I drift to sleep.
Thinking about the give we all need to have. The ability to bend inwards. The abiltiy to think about our identitiy.
Getting ready for a day at work, thinking back to a woman, one from a few months back.
Facing down the bad weather. Doable, but tough. Glad I'm back at the hab. But that's about all I can think.
Taking a day for down-time. No guilt about not going outside. No FOMO. I think I earned this one.
Catching up with thoughts, after a healthy start to the day. Giving myself some time to listen to myself. And getting a haircut.
Here we go, again. Time to see what surprises are in store. Time to pick up the dice and give them a shake.
Filled the day with simple activities, reflecting on life as I did. It was quiet. Perhaps, even, peaceful.
It is a new decade. The next loop around our star has begun. Where to go from here?
The year winds down. I’m sitting in a small bar, high above the city. Drinking caf. Reflecting.