Contrasts, observed in comparison, between now and then. A month has passed, and I have an opportunity to view the same place in a different light. Quite literally; thinking about it.
It was just a day. It happened. But that’s okay.
Deceived by the passage of time, we sometimes think that life is a straight road between past and future. It is not. Nor should it be.
After what seems like the longest two weeks in my life, I can finally breathe again. These past two weeks have been the worst ones for my mental health and sanity - a mixture of anxiety, loneliness, and yearning, all packed up nicely in a small box and placed inside my chest. Yesterday was the … Continue reading Another Door [Onyx]
Thinking about the give we all need to have. The ability to bend inwards. The abiltiy to think about our identitiy.
Taking a day for down-time. No guilt about not going outside. No FOMO. I think I earned this one.
So remember when I said that I was going to have a new bod-mod done this weekend? Well, I decided to do it on Thursday instead, as originally planned, in order to have more time to recover. All I can say is thank goodness I did it this way because this is the toughest bod-mod … Continue reading Some Sort of Crisis[Onyx]
Today was one of those days, you know, the ones where everything seems to be going well until you hear someone say: 'Onyx, why don't you sit with me and explain this to me' at exactly 1655hrs and all your brain is capable of computing is how to escape to the nearest empty pod. I … Continue reading Details [Onyx]
Brakes work. I have that, to report. Fingernails still have a patchy, stubborn grey mess staining their underside. Probably a good thing I’m not dating anyone at the moment, as I'm sure anyone but me would put up with that. Need to pick up a nail brush and some grease cleaner if I’m going to … Continue reading Meat-bag [Le Sueur]
Filled the day with simple activities, reflecting on life as I did. It was quiet. Perhaps, even, peaceful.